The only pain I wanted him to put me through would be all the bruises he planted on my body with his lips.
The one thing I don’t want to be is a burden to anyone.
I stare into nothing, my mind, for once,
completely blank. I never thought this would
happen to me. To my family. Not
my perfect family. Everything is
collapsing around me. My whole world ends
in that moment. I want to cry but no
tears come. I want to scream but I struggle
just to breathe. In and out as if that will
make this pain go away and my heart stop
hurting. It doesn’t. The pain never stops.
“I mean I thought I did it right, I thought I had it all figured out,” I told her. She lifted her eyes, looked right through me, she could always do that, “some things just don’t work.” And all I could come up with was, “but does that mean I stop trying.”
i’ve forgave so many different people
for so many different things
but the one person that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to forgive is myself
I’m gonna love you like I’ve never been broken
I’m gonna say it like it’s never been spoken
Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.
Love means holding on to someone just as hard as you can because if you don’t, one blink and they might disappear…forever.
Last time I saw you, I said that it hurt too much to love you. But I was wrong about that. The truth is it hurts too much not to love you.
